Today's Favorite Verse: Job 29:16
"I was a father to the poor: and the cause which I knew not I searched out."
Job lists the good thing he had done and how he had prospered for it. Rather sad when he mentions "when my children were about me" because they are no more. I stopped at this verse to ponder on it. I think it's saying that he did more than just give to the poor, he found out why they were poor, and helped them resolve their situations.
It made me think about the #LighttheWorld initiative. There was an opportunity to give chickens and goats to people so they could start their own little business selling eggs and milk. What a blessing that will be for them. Not just a handout but an hand up out of their situations.
The Chinese proverb "Give a man a fish and you feed him for a day. Teach him how to fish and you feed him for a lifetime." may not appear in the bible. But, it appears Job practiced this principle, because it's an eternal truth.
Day 1040
Wednesday, January 31, 2018
Tuesday, January 30, 2018
Today's Favorite Verse: Job 28:12, 18, 23, 28
Today's Favorite Verse: Job 28:12, 18, 23, 28
"But where shall wisdom be found? and where is the place of understanding?
No mention shall be made of coral, or of pearls: for the price of wisdom is above rubies.
God understandeth the way thereof, and he knoweth the place thereof.
And unto man he said, Behold, the fear of the Lord, that is wisdom; and to depart from evil is understanding."
I pondered on the true source of all wisdom and light. It comes from God to man through the promptings and whisperings of the spirit. Without it I am just a fool. I have come to realize that knowledge and wisdom come when I am ready to receive it. It comes at the right time and place for me. I treasure things up that I've read or learned and then open day I see all the pieces just slide into place. Totally worth the wait. I don't need to understand everything right now, but I know that someday I will. There is so much to look forward to.
"O that cunning plan of the evil one! O the vainess, and the frailties, and the foollishness of men! When they are learned they think they are wise, and they hearken not unto the counsel of God for they set it aside, supposing they know of themselves, wherefore, their wisdom is foolishness and it profiteth them not. And they shall perish.
But to be learned is good if they hearken unto the counsels of God.
And whoso knocketh, to him will he open; and the wise, and the learned, and they that are rich, who are puffed up because of their learning, and their wisdom, and their riches - yea, they are they whom he despiseth; and save they shall cast these things away, and consider themselves fools before God, and come down in the depths of humility, he will not open unto them."
(2 Nephi 9:28-29, 42)
"How much better is it to get wisdom than gold! and to get understanding rather to be chosen than silver!"
(Proverbs 16:16)
"Wisdom is the principle thing; therefore get wisdom: and with all thy getting get understanding."
(Proverbs 4:7)
Day 1039
"But where shall wisdom be found? and where is the place of understanding?
No mention shall be made of coral, or of pearls: for the price of wisdom is above rubies.
God understandeth the way thereof, and he knoweth the place thereof.
And unto man he said, Behold, the fear of the Lord, that is wisdom; and to depart from evil is understanding."
I pondered on the true source of all wisdom and light. It comes from God to man through the promptings and whisperings of the spirit. Without it I am just a fool. I have come to realize that knowledge and wisdom come when I am ready to receive it. It comes at the right time and place for me. I treasure things up that I've read or learned and then open day I see all the pieces just slide into place. Totally worth the wait. I don't need to understand everything right now, but I know that someday I will. There is so much to look forward to.
"O that cunning plan of the evil one! O the vainess, and the frailties, and the foollishness of men! When they are learned they think they are wise, and they hearken not unto the counsel of God for they set it aside, supposing they know of themselves, wherefore, their wisdom is foolishness and it profiteth them not. And they shall perish.
But to be learned is good if they hearken unto the counsels of God.
And whoso knocketh, to him will he open; and the wise, and the learned, and they that are rich, who are puffed up because of their learning, and their wisdom, and their riches - yea, they are they whom he despiseth; and save they shall cast these things away, and consider themselves fools before God, and come down in the depths of humility, he will not open unto them."
(2 Nephi 9:28-29, 42)
"How much better is it to get wisdom than gold! and to get understanding rather to be chosen than silver!"
(Proverbs 16:16)
"Wisdom is the principle thing; therefore get wisdom: and with all thy getting get understanding."
(Proverbs 4:7)
Day 1039
Monday, January 29, 2018
Today's Favorite Verse: Job 27:6
Today's Favorite Verse: Job 27:6
"My righteousness I hold fast, and will not let it go: my heart shall not reproach me so long as I live."
Some really good verses in this chapter. This one made me think of how God looks upon the heart and that is how I will be judged. But I alone can look upon my heart and know when I am not right before God. When there are things I need to change and repent of. It is always there and I can never run from it all the days of my life. For inside every person knows right from wrong. To commit sin will remain with me the rest of my life, until I am reconciled to God.
"For I, the Lord, will judge all men according to their works, according to the desire of their hearts."
(Doctrine and Covenants 137:9)
"Shall not God search this out? for he knoweth the secrets of the heart."
(Pslam 44:21)
"Yea, I tell thee, that thou mayest know that there is none else save God that knowest thy thoughts and the intents of thy heart."
(Doctrine and Covenants 6:16)
Day 1038
"My righteousness I hold fast, and will not let it go: my heart shall not reproach me so long as I live."
Some really good verses in this chapter. This one made me think of how God looks upon the heart and that is how I will be judged. But I alone can look upon my heart and know when I am not right before God. When there are things I need to change and repent of. It is always there and I can never run from it all the days of my life. For inside every person knows right from wrong. To commit sin will remain with me the rest of my life, until I am reconciled to God.
"For I, the Lord, will judge all men according to their works, according to the desire of their hearts."
(Doctrine and Covenants 137:9)
"Shall not God search this out? for he knoweth the secrets of the heart."
(Pslam 44:21)
"Yea, I tell thee, that thou mayest know that there is none else save God that knowest thy thoughts and the intents of thy heart."
(Doctrine and Covenants 6:16)
Day 1038
Sunday, January 28, 2018
Today's Favorite Verse: Job 26:4
Today's Favorite Verse: Job 26:4
"To whom hast thou uttered words? and whose spirit came from thee?"
Job knew Bildad did not speak by the spirit. Something I recognized yesterday. I pondered on that it is by the spirit that I will know that something is not by the spirit. That is why striving to have the spirit always to be with me is so important. It is a protection to me.
Day 1037
"To whom hast thou uttered words? and whose spirit came from thee?"
Job knew Bildad did not speak by the spirit. Something I recognized yesterday. I pondered on that it is by the spirit that I will know that something is not by the spirit. That is why striving to have the spirit always to be with me is so important. It is a protection to me.
Day 1037
Saturday, January 27, 2018
Today's Favorite Verse: Job 25:4
Today's Favorite Verse: Job 25:4
"How then can man be justified with God? or how can he be clean that is born of a woman?"
I couldn't find any light in what Bildad said in these six short verse. Probably because he wasn't listening to what Job just said and filled the air with words. Verse 4 was the only one with footnotes. They were on the words "justified" and "clean". I read the footnotes and found the light I was looking for. To Bildad I would say that yes both are possible.
Day 1036
"How then can man be justified with God? or how can he be clean that is born of a woman?"
I couldn't find any light in what Bildad said in these six short verse. Probably because he wasn't listening to what Job just said and filled the air with words. Verse 4 was the only one with footnotes. They were on the words "justified" and "clean". I read the footnotes and found the light I was looking for. To Bildad I would say that yes both are possible.
Day 1036
Friday, January 26, 2018
Today's Favorite Verse: Job 24:24
Today's Favorite Verse: Job 24:24
"They are exalted for a little while, but are gone and brought low; they are taken out of the way as all other, and cut off as the tops of the ears of corn."
Job is referring to the wicked that do prosper. In the scheme of the eternities it is but for a little while. Though like everyone else they will one day die, and then they will be brought low.
What I pondered on is spiritual death. They felt the effects of that even before a physical death. Even though one day they will be resurrected, they will remain spiritually dead, forever separated from God. While in the physical state they could have repented and overcome a spiritual death. This second death, a spiritual death, would always have a shadow of death over them. Maybe this is what Job meant in verse 17.
"For the morning is to them even as the shadow of death: if one know them, they are in the terrors of the shadow of death."
(Job 24:17)
Day 1035
"They are exalted for a little while, but are gone and brought low; they are taken out of the way as all other, and cut off as the tops of the ears of corn."
Job is referring to the wicked that do prosper. In the scheme of the eternities it is but for a little while. Though like everyone else they will one day die, and then they will be brought low.
What I pondered on is spiritual death. They felt the effects of that even before a physical death. Even though one day they will be resurrected, they will remain spiritually dead, forever separated from God. While in the physical state they could have repented and overcome a spiritual death. This second death, a spiritual death, would always have a shadow of death over them. Maybe this is what Job meant in verse 17.
"For the morning is to them even as the shadow of death: if one know them, they are in the terrors of the shadow of death."
(Job 24:17)
Day 1035
Thursday, January 25, 2018
Today's Favorite Verse: Job 23:10
Today's Favorite Verse: Job 23:10
"But he knoweth the way that I take: when he hath tried me, I shall come forth as gold."
The refining process to become gold can be harsh and difficult. But, if I never went through that process I wouldn't become all that the Master knows I could be. I would never know the hand that made me, for gold is never refined alone.
"The refiner's fire is real, and qualities of character and righteousness that are forged in the furnace of affliction perfect and purity us and prepare us to meet God."
(Elder Quentin L. Cook)
Day 1034
"But he knoweth the way that I take: when he hath tried me, I shall come forth as gold."
The refining process to become gold can be harsh and difficult. But, if I never went through that process I wouldn't become all that the Master knows I could be. I would never know the hand that made me, for gold is never refined alone.
"The refiner's fire is real, and qualities of character and righteousness that are forged in the furnace of affliction perfect and purity us and prepare us to meet God."
(Elder Quentin L. Cook)
Day 1034
Wednesday, January 24, 2018
Today's Favorite Verse: Job 22:21
Today's Favorite Verse: Job 22:21
"Acquaint now thyself with him, and be at peace: thereby good shall come unto thee."
I do agree with Eliphaz words, but I think he means the good that comes is material wealth and a life without trouble. I know I am not immune to troubles, but with the Lord I have found a peace that passes understanding. He carries me through time of sorrow and pain. The spirit speaks to me on how to resolve my problems. My relationship with the Lord is the good that comes to me.
Day 1033
"Acquaint now thyself with him, and be at peace: thereby good shall come unto thee."
I do agree with Eliphaz words, but I think he means the good that comes is material wealth and a life without trouble. I know I am not immune to troubles, but with the Lord I have found a peace that passes understanding. He carries me through time of sorrow and pain. The spirit speaks to me on how to resolve my problems. My relationship with the Lord is the good that comes to me.
Day 1033
Tuesday, January 23, 2018
Today's Favorite Verse: Job 21:7-9
Today's Favorite Verse: Job 21:7-9
"Wherefore do the wicked live, become old, yea, are mighty in power?
Their seed is established in their sight with them, and their offspring before their eyes.
Their houses are safe from fear, neither is the rod of God upon them."
Job admits that the wicked sometimes do prosper in this life. I can wholeheartedly agree. Is that unfair? When I think of how brief a moment this earth life is, in the scheme of the eternities, then what the wicked experience in life will be incredibly brief and the only version of "happiness" they have. If anything that makes me incredibly sad for them.
I reflected on the words of Alma to his son Corianton on mercy, justice and restoration. What agency would there be, for man to be punished immediately after he commits a sin. He would learn to not sin simply out of fear of punishment, and not out of a desire to keep God's commandments or to love Him.
"Therefore, O my son, whosoever will come may come and partake of the waters of life freely; and whosoever will not come the same is not compelled to come; but in the last day it shall be restored unto him according to his deeds.
If he has desired to do evil, and has not repented in his days, behold, evil shall be done unto him, according to the restoration of God."
(Alma 42:27-28)
Day 1032
"Wherefore do the wicked live, become old, yea, are mighty in power?
Their seed is established in their sight with them, and their offspring before their eyes.
Their houses are safe from fear, neither is the rod of God upon them."
Job admits that the wicked sometimes do prosper in this life. I can wholeheartedly agree. Is that unfair? When I think of how brief a moment this earth life is, in the scheme of the eternities, then what the wicked experience in life will be incredibly brief and the only version of "happiness" they have. If anything that makes me incredibly sad for them.
I reflected on the words of Alma to his son Corianton on mercy, justice and restoration. What agency would there be, for man to be punished immediately after he commits a sin. He would learn to not sin simply out of fear of punishment, and not out of a desire to keep God's commandments or to love Him.
"Therefore, O my son, whosoever will come may come and partake of the waters of life freely; and whosoever will not come the same is not compelled to come; but in the last day it shall be restored unto him according to his deeds.
If he has desired to do evil, and has not repented in his days, behold, evil shall be done unto him, according to the restoration of God."
(Alma 42:27-28)
Day 1032
Monday, January 22, 2018
Today's Favorite Verse: Job 20:2
Today's Favorite Verse: Job 20:2
"Therefore do my thoughts cause me to answer, and for this I make haste."
I didn't find anything enlightening in Zophar words. Then I went back and read this verse again. Now I see why. He spoke in haste from his own thoughts. He did not speak being guided by the spirit. I pondered on how desperately I need the spirit with me. It will keep me speaking the words of a fool. With the spirit I can actually have the words to help and lift others.
Yes, there is wisdom in thinking before I speak.
"For to one is given the Spirit the word of wisdom; to another the word of knowledge by the same Spirit;"
(1 Corinthians 12:8)
"And my speech and my preaching was not with enticing words of man's wisdom, but in demonstration of the Spirit and of power:
That your faith should not stand in the wisdom of men, but in the power of God.
(1 Corinthians 2:4-5)
Day 1031
"Therefore do my thoughts cause me to answer, and for this I make haste."
I didn't find anything enlightening in Zophar words. Then I went back and read this verse again. Now I see why. He spoke in haste from his own thoughts. He did not speak being guided by the spirit. I pondered on how desperately I need the spirit with me. It will keep me speaking the words of a fool. With the spirit I can actually have the words to help and lift others.
Yes, there is wisdom in thinking before I speak.
"For to one is given the Spirit the word of wisdom; to another the word of knowledge by the same Spirit;"
(1 Corinthians 12:8)
"And my speech and my preaching was not with enticing words of man's wisdom, but in demonstration of the Spirit and of power:
That your faith should not stand in the wisdom of men, but in the power of God.
(1 Corinthians 2:4-5)
Day 1031
Sunday, January 21, 2018
Today's Favorite Verse: Job 19:25-26
Today's Favorite Verse: Job 19:25-26
"For I know that my redeemer liveth, and that he shall stand at the latter day upon the earth:
And though after my skin worms destroy this body, yet in my flesh shall I see God:"
I believe like Job this is why bad things have happened to me. So I could come to know my redeemer, the resurrection, and that I will stand one day before God, in the flesh. Then I will know the reason for all things. For now I know there is wisdom in all he sees fit to allow me to pass through. If I remain faithful it will be all worth it in the end.
Day 1030
"For I know that my redeemer liveth, and that he shall stand at the latter day upon the earth:
And though after my skin worms destroy this body, yet in my flesh shall I see God:"
I believe like Job this is why bad things have happened to me. So I could come to know my redeemer, the resurrection, and that I will stand one day before God, in the flesh. Then I will know the reason for all things. For now I know there is wisdom in all he sees fit to allow me to pass through. If I remain faithful it will be all worth it in the end.
Day 1030
Saturday, January 20, 2018
Today's Favorite Verse: Job 18:2
Today's Favorite Verse: Job 18:2
"How long will it be ere ye make an end of words? mark, and afterwards we will speak."
This is overpowering evidence that Bildad was not listening to a single word Job had said. I have the feeling he just thought Job was whining instead of instructing, having felt sometimes that way too. All Bildad wishes to do is "tell the damned state of the wicked who know not God." Which is basically saying, you Job. The rest of the chapter is rather dark and depressing. Certainly not of any compassion or light for one completely hurting and needing of support.
It really made me think about my listening skills. I know I haven't been good at it. I will form in my mind all my opinions and answers based upon the judgment I have determined in advance on their case. What a rich resource Job is in helping me to look at myself and vow that I need to do better. I need much more compassion for my fellowman.
Day 1029
"How long will it be ere ye make an end of words? mark, and afterwards we will speak."
This is overpowering evidence that Bildad was not listening to a single word Job had said. I have the feeling he just thought Job was whining instead of instructing, having felt sometimes that way too. All Bildad wishes to do is "tell the damned state of the wicked who know not God." Which is basically saying, you Job. The rest of the chapter is rather dark and depressing. Certainly not of any compassion or light for one completely hurting and needing of support.
It really made me think about my listening skills. I know I haven't been good at it. I will form in my mind all my opinions and answers based upon the judgment I have determined in advance on their case. What a rich resource Job is in helping me to look at myself and vow that I need to do better. I need much more compassion for my fellowman.
Day 1029
Friday, January 19, 2018
Today's Favorite Verse: Job 17:9
Today's Favorite Verse: Job 17:9
"The righteous also shall hold on his way, and he that hath clean hands shall be stronger and stronger."
As I have tried to do what is right I have felt stronger in my faith. I have felt the cleansing power of the atonement and my desperate need to partake of the sacrament each week. It strengthens me to endure the coming week. This is a living thing and builds upon each foundation. I have grown stronger and stronger in trusting the Lord, and trying to serve him. Without Him I am absolutely nothing. I would lose my way. He is my strength and my song.
The Lord is my light; the Lord is my strength.
I know in his might I'll conquer at length.
My weakness in mercy he covers with pow'r,
And, walking by faith, I am blest ev'ry hour.
The Lord is my light;
He is my joy and my song.
By day and by night
He leads, he leads me along.
Day 1028
"The righteous also shall hold on his way, and he that hath clean hands shall be stronger and stronger."
As I have tried to do what is right I have felt stronger in my faith. I have felt the cleansing power of the atonement and my desperate need to partake of the sacrament each week. It strengthens me to endure the coming week. This is a living thing and builds upon each foundation. I have grown stronger and stronger in trusting the Lord, and trying to serve him. Without Him I am absolutely nothing. I would lose my way. He is my strength and my song.
The Lord is my light; the Lord is my strength.
I know in his might I'll conquer at length.
My weakness in mercy he covers with pow'r,
And, walking by faith, I am blest ev'ry hour.
The Lord is my light;
He is my joy and my song.
By day and by night
He leads, he leads me along.
Day 1028
Thursday, January 18, 2018
Today's Favorite Verse: Job 16:19-20
Today's Favorite Verse: Job 16:19-20
"Also now, behold, my witness is in heaven, and my record is on high.
My friends scorn me: but mine eye poureth out tears unto God."
God was a witness to all Job went through. He alone knew of Job's faithfulness. What I pondered on is that God also knew how Job's friends treated him and judged him. It made me think of how many interactions I have had with others that is also recorded in heaven with theirs. I think about my story, but I haven't thought of being in the stories of others before. Then I remembered my near death experience and seeing people without numbers steadily streaming from these paths, and I knew that my life had an influence on theirs. Maybe that will be the final sum of things I am judge on.
"A new commandment I give unto you, That ye love one another; as I have loved you, that ye also love one another.
By this shall all men know that ye are my disciples, if ye have love one to another."
(John 13:34-35)
Day 1027
"Also now, behold, my witness is in heaven, and my record is on high.
My friends scorn me: but mine eye poureth out tears unto God."
God was a witness to all Job went through. He alone knew of Job's faithfulness. What I pondered on is that God also knew how Job's friends treated him and judged him. It made me think of how many interactions I have had with others that is also recorded in heaven with theirs. I think about my story, but I haven't thought of being in the stories of others before. Then I remembered my near death experience and seeing people without numbers steadily streaming from these paths, and I knew that my life had an influence on theirs. Maybe that will be the final sum of things I am judge on.
"A new commandment I give unto you, That ye love one another; as I have loved you, that ye also love one another.
By this shall all men know that ye are my disciples, if ye have love one to another."
(John 13:34-35)
Day 1027
Wednesday, January 17, 2018
Today's Favorite Verse: Job 15:8-9
Today's Favorite Verse: Job 15:8-9
"Hast thou heard the secret of God? and dost thou restrain wisdom to thyself?
What knowest thou, that we know not? what understandest thou, which is not in us?"
What Eliphaz the Temanite doesn't seem to understand is that man can be redeemed from darkness and be resurrected. Job knowing these things seems like a great secret or mystery to Eliphaz. I wondered how Job could know this but not Eliphaz? I couldn't find any answers on who Eliphaz was or learn much on his background. So I pondered on the difference of understanding. How one can know and understand the things of God and another it appears as if a big secret. I think it must be faith.
"And now as I said concerning faith - faith is not to have a perfect knowledge of things; therefore if ye have faith ye hope for things which are not seen, which are true.
And now, behold I say unto you, and I would that ye should remember, that God is merciful unto all who believe on his name; therefore he desireth, in the first place, that ye should believe, yea, even on his word.
And now, he imparteth his word by angels unto men, yea, not only men but woman also. Now this is not all; little children do have words given unto them many times, which confound the wise and the learned."
(Alma 32:21-23)
Day 1026
"Hast thou heard the secret of God? and dost thou restrain wisdom to thyself?
What knowest thou, that we know not? what understandest thou, which is not in us?"
What Eliphaz the Temanite doesn't seem to understand is that man can be redeemed from darkness and be resurrected. Job knowing these things seems like a great secret or mystery to Eliphaz. I wondered how Job could know this but not Eliphaz? I couldn't find any answers on who Eliphaz was or learn much on his background. So I pondered on the difference of understanding. How one can know and understand the things of God and another it appears as if a big secret. I think it must be faith.
"And now as I said concerning faith - faith is not to have a perfect knowledge of things; therefore if ye have faith ye hope for things which are not seen, which are true.
And now, behold I say unto you, and I would that ye should remember, that God is merciful unto all who believe on his name; therefore he desireth, in the first place, that ye should believe, yea, even on his word.
And now, he imparteth his word by angels unto men, yea, not only men but woman also. Now this is not all; little children do have words given unto them many times, which confound the wise and the learned."
(Alma 32:21-23)
Day 1026
Tuesday, January 16, 2018
Today's Favorite Verse: Job 14:7-9
Today's Favorite Verse: Job 14:7-9
"For there is hope of a tree, if it be cut down, that it will sprout again, and that the tender branch thereof will not cease.
Though the root thereof wax old in the earth, and the stock thereof die in the ground;
Yet through the scent of water it will bud, and bring forth boughs like a plant."
I know Job is speaking on the resurrection but I pondered on something else. I thought of our tree out back and how even though it was cut down little trees grew from those roots. It was water that brought it to life. This made me ponder on how Christ is the living waters. I thought of my trials and how things have been taken away. Yet the Lord has compensated me, by either something to replace it, or the pain from missing it to be removed. There is always hope for a brighter day, when I depend on the living waters to sustain me. He can breath new life and blossom that which I thought was lost.
Day 1025
"For there is hope of a tree, if it be cut down, that it will sprout again, and that the tender branch thereof will not cease.
Though the root thereof wax old in the earth, and the stock thereof die in the ground;
Yet through the scent of water it will bud, and bring forth boughs like a plant."
I know Job is speaking on the resurrection but I pondered on something else. I thought of our tree out back and how even though it was cut down little trees grew from those roots. It was water that brought it to life. This made me ponder on how Christ is the living waters. I thought of my trials and how things have been taken away. Yet the Lord has compensated me, by either something to replace it, or the pain from missing it to be removed. There is always hope for a brighter day, when I depend on the living waters to sustain me. He can breath new life and blossom that which I thought was lost.
Day 1025
Monday, January 15, 2018
Today's Favorite Verse: Job 13:26
Today's Favorite Verse: Job 13:26
"For thou writest bitter things against me, and makest me to possess the iniquities of my youth."
Basically Job is saying people are holding prior sins from his youth over him. That is not what the Lord has promised. Once I repent of my sins He remembers them no more. As I witness the society I now live in, the people are saying the exact same things as Job's friends. You sin once and it is forever held against you. There is no redemption or forgiveness allowed. That goes against all the laws of heaven.
"Remember not the sins of my youth, nor my transgressions: according to thy mercy remember thou me for thy goodness' sake, O Lord."
(Psalm 25:7)
"Behold, he who has repented of his sins, the same is forgiven, and I, the Lord, remember them no more."
(Doctrine and Covenants 58:42)
Day 1024
"For thou writest bitter things against me, and makest me to possess the iniquities of my youth."
Basically Job is saying people are holding prior sins from his youth over him. That is not what the Lord has promised. Once I repent of my sins He remembers them no more. As I witness the society I now live in, the people are saying the exact same things as Job's friends. You sin once and it is forever held against you. There is no redemption or forgiveness allowed. That goes against all the laws of heaven.
"Remember not the sins of my youth, nor my transgressions: according to thy mercy remember thou me for thy goodness' sake, O Lord."
(Psalm 25:7)
"Behold, he who has repented of his sins, the same is forgiven, and I, the Lord, remember them no more."
(Doctrine and Covenants 58:42)
Day 1024
Sunday, January 14, 2018
Today's Favorite Verse: Job 12:3
Today's Favorite Verse: Job 12:3
"But I have understanding as well as you; I am not inferior to you: yea, who knoweth not such things as these?"
I am the sum of all my experiences, be them good or bad. With that comes an understanding uniquely mine. Someday, somewhere my experience will help another. There is a purpose in all things. Even my sins have purpose. Without them I would not come to know my Savior. How can I ever call them a mistake. To be tried and tested is part of my being here on earth. It is the end sum of my experiences and how I grew from that matters. At the end of my days my Lord cares about the direction of my face. Am I come towards him or away.
Day 1023
"But I have understanding as well as you; I am not inferior to you: yea, who knoweth not such things as these?"
I am the sum of all my experiences, be them good or bad. With that comes an understanding uniquely mine. Someday, somewhere my experience will help another. There is a purpose in all things. Even my sins have purpose. Without them I would not come to know my Savior. How can I ever call them a mistake. To be tried and tested is part of my being here on earth. It is the end sum of my experiences and how I grew from that matters. At the end of my days my Lord cares about the direction of my face. Am I come towards him or away.
Day 1023
Saturday, January 13, 2018
Today's Favorite Verse: Job 11:4-6
Today's Favorite Verse: Job 11:4-6
"For thou has said, My doctrine is pure, and I am clean in thine eyes.
But oh that God would speak, and open his lips against thee;
And that he would shew thee the secrets of wisdom, that they are double to that which is! Know therefore that God exacteth of thee less than thine iniquity deserveth."
Job needs some new friends. Zophar sounds like he is actually cursing him. How could a friend wish God to speak against them, and say they deserve more harm? You wouldn't do that with an enemy. Then I pondered on who my enemies are. Oh, yes there was a time I wished harm to be done to them. Now I am totally ashamed for ever feeling that way. Instead I grieve for those that try to attack or abuse me. Not because I am of any significance, or what they have said or done has hurt me. Its because of what the Savior said.
"Then said Jesus, Father, forgive them; for they know not what they do. And they parted his raiment, and cast lots."
(Luke 23:34)
What is the greatest offense done unaware? It is to judge.
"Judge not, that ye be not judged.
For with what judgment ye judge, ye shall be judged: and with what measure ye mete, it shall be measured to you again."
(Matthew 7:1-2)
I do not want to be in those shoes. Then I had to stop and laugh at myself. Am I guilty of judging Zophar right now? I don't know but judging others is a constant battle for me. I try so hard to not get caught up in it. It seems society has a never ending display of things it wants me to judge on. I can't tell if news stories are real or fake anymore, and it really doesn't matter. What I am finding is that no one ever really needs my opinion. They are just opening doors to make me judge everyone around me, and believe no one deserves forgiveness. That some people are not worthy of love. I just have to get off that train and let society pass me by. I am far happier for it, for having tasted of the spirit as my constant companion, I know judging others makes him leave my side.
Day 1022
"For thou has said, My doctrine is pure, and I am clean in thine eyes.
But oh that God would speak, and open his lips against thee;
And that he would shew thee the secrets of wisdom, that they are double to that which is! Know therefore that God exacteth of thee less than thine iniquity deserveth."
Job needs some new friends. Zophar sounds like he is actually cursing him. How could a friend wish God to speak against them, and say they deserve more harm? You wouldn't do that with an enemy. Then I pondered on who my enemies are. Oh, yes there was a time I wished harm to be done to them. Now I am totally ashamed for ever feeling that way. Instead I grieve for those that try to attack or abuse me. Not because I am of any significance, or what they have said or done has hurt me. Its because of what the Savior said.
"Then said Jesus, Father, forgive them; for they know not what they do. And they parted his raiment, and cast lots."
(Luke 23:34)
What is the greatest offense done unaware? It is to judge.
"Judge not, that ye be not judged.
For with what judgment ye judge, ye shall be judged: and with what measure ye mete, it shall be measured to you again."
(Matthew 7:1-2)
I do not want to be in those shoes. Then I had to stop and laugh at myself. Am I guilty of judging Zophar right now? I don't know but judging others is a constant battle for me. I try so hard to not get caught up in it. It seems society has a never ending display of things it wants me to judge on. I can't tell if news stories are real or fake anymore, and it really doesn't matter. What I am finding is that no one ever really needs my opinion. They are just opening doors to make me judge everyone around me, and believe no one deserves forgiveness. That some people are not worthy of love. I just have to get off that train and let society pass me by. I am far happier for it, for having tasted of the spirit as my constant companion, I know judging others makes him leave my side.
Day 1022
Friday, January 12, 2018
Today's Favorite Verse: Job 10:12-13
Today's Favorite Verse: Job 10:12-13
"Thou hast granted me life and favour, and thy visitation hath preserved my spirit.
And these things hast thou hid in thine heart: I know that this is with thee."
Sometimes its just knowing that as I pass through trials the hand of the Lord is in it. That he has a plan for me, and knows far better the outcome than I do. In the midst of the darkness, there are moments of light, that give me strength to endure. It is all worth it in the end, for after the trial I am left in a far better place, and know that he is God..
"Therefore, let your hearts be comforted concerning Zion; for all flesh is in mine hands; be still and know that I am God."
(Doctrine and Covenants 101:16)
Day 1021
"Thou hast granted me life and favour, and thy visitation hath preserved my spirit.
And these things hast thou hid in thine heart: I know that this is with thee."
Sometimes its just knowing that as I pass through trials the hand of the Lord is in it. That he has a plan for me, and knows far better the outcome than I do. In the midst of the darkness, there are moments of light, that give me strength to endure. It is all worth it in the end, for after the trial I am left in a far better place, and know that he is God..
"Therefore, let your hearts be comforted concerning Zion; for all flesh is in mine hands; be still and know that I am God."
(Doctrine and Covenants 101:16)
Day 1021
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Thursday, January 11, 2018
Today's Favorite Verse: Job 9:20
Today's Favorite Verse: Job 9:20
"If I justify myself, mine own mouth shall condemn me: if I say, I am perfect, it shall also prove me perverse."
I have lived that and it's not a comfortable place to be. The only hope I have is to humble myself. It is my constant prayer to be humble and not compelled to be humbled. For that is the slippery slope of being compelled to be humble that sets me on the path to condemn myself or prove myself a fool. For pride is at the very heart of the matter.
"Yea, he that truly humbleth himself, and repenteth of his sins, and endureth to the end, the same shall be blessed - yea, much more blessed than they who are compelled to be humble because of their exceeding poverty.
Therefore, blessed are they who humble themselves without being compelled to be humble; or rather, in other words, blessed is he that believeth in the word of God, and is baptized without stubbornness of heart, yea, without being brought to know the word, or even compelled to know, before they will believe."
(Alma 32:15-16)
Day 1020
"If I justify myself, mine own mouth shall condemn me: if I say, I am perfect, it shall also prove me perverse."
I have lived that and it's not a comfortable place to be. The only hope I have is to humble myself. It is my constant prayer to be humble and not compelled to be humbled. For that is the slippery slope of being compelled to be humble that sets me on the path to condemn myself or prove myself a fool. For pride is at the very heart of the matter.
"Yea, he that truly humbleth himself, and repenteth of his sins, and endureth to the end, the same shall be blessed - yea, much more blessed than they who are compelled to be humble because of their exceeding poverty.
Therefore, blessed are they who humble themselves without being compelled to be humble; or rather, in other words, blessed is he that believeth in the word of God, and is baptized without stubbornness of heart, yea, without being brought to know the word, or even compelled to know, before they will believe."
(Alma 32:15-16)
Day 1020
Wednesday, January 10, 2018
Today's Favorite Verse: Job 8:6
Today's Favorite Verse: Job 8:6
"If thou wert pure and upright; surely now he would awake for thee, and make the habitation of thy righteousness prosperous."
This chapter was a challenge on which of Bildad statements was more offensive than another. One thing I have totally learned is God's time table is different than mine. I have to totally submit to His time table because he has a far better plan than me. If I had my way I would never get ill, have to wait for things, and never face a challenge. I also would never grow.
"For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways, saith the Lord."
(Isaiah 55:8)
"To every thing there is a season, and a time to every purpose under heaven."
(Ecclesiastes 3:1)
I do believe that the righteous will prosper, but only in the time and season of the Lord. Until then I am tried and tested, refined and allowed to grow. For what the Lord has in store for me is far greater than I capable of seeing from where I am at.
"Blessed is the man that endureth temptation: for when he is tried, he shall receive the crown of life, which the Lord hath promised to them that love him."
(James 1:12)
Day 1019
"If thou wert pure and upright; surely now he would awake for thee, and make the habitation of thy righteousness prosperous."
This chapter was a challenge on which of Bildad statements was more offensive than another. One thing I have totally learned is God's time table is different than mine. I have to totally submit to His time table because he has a far better plan than me. If I had my way I would never get ill, have to wait for things, and never face a challenge. I also would never grow.
"For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways, saith the Lord."
(Isaiah 55:8)
"To every thing there is a season, and a time to every purpose under heaven."
(Ecclesiastes 3:1)
I do believe that the righteous will prosper, but only in the time and season of the Lord. Until then I am tried and tested, refined and allowed to grow. For what the Lord has in store for me is far greater than I capable of seeing from where I am at.
"Blessed is the man that endureth temptation: for when he is tried, he shall receive the crown of life, which the Lord hath promised to them that love him."
(James 1:12)
Day 1019
Tuesday, January 9, 2018
Today's Favorite Verse: Job 7:1
Today's Favorite Verse: Job 7:1
"Is there not an appointed time to man upon earth? are not his days also like the days of an hireling?"
Yes, there is an appointed time for man on this earth. If it were not so I would not be here, after my near-death experience. I will not return to my God until my life's work is finished on this earth.
Day 1018
"Is there not an appointed time to man upon earth? are not his days also like the days of an hireling?"
Yes, there is an appointed time for man on this earth. If it were not so I would not be here, after my near-death experience. I will not return to my God until my life's work is finished on this earth.
Day 1018
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Monday, January 8, 2018
Today's Favorite Verse: Job 6:14, 25
Today's Favorite Verse: Job 6:14, 25
"To him that is afflicted pity should be shewed from his friend; but he forsaketh the fear of the Almighty.
How forcible are right words! but what doth your arguing reprove?"
Job gives a lot of good council here, a lesson on how to help someone suffering or grieving. Showing pity in the right way would certainly require the right words. Knowing the timing and what to say is not something I do well on my own. I have to rely on the spirit to guide me, because I do it so hopelessly wrong by myself. I have much improvement that is needed in this area. I am glad that I have such a rich resource to learn from in the book of Job.
Day 1017
"To him that is afflicted pity should be shewed from his friend; but he forsaketh the fear of the Almighty.
How forcible are right words! but what doth your arguing reprove?"
Job gives a lot of good council here, a lesson on how to help someone suffering or grieving. Showing pity in the right way would certainly require the right words. Knowing the timing and what to say is not something I do well on my own. I have to rely on the spirit to guide me, because I do it so hopelessly wrong by myself. I have much improvement that is needed in this area. I am glad that I have such a rich resource to learn from in the book of Job.
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Sunday, January 7, 2018
Today's Favorite Verse: Job 5:8-9, 17
Today's Favorite Verse: Job 5:8-9, 17
"I would seek unto God, and unto God would I commit my cause:
Which doeth great things and unsearchable; marvellous things without number.
Behold, happy is the man whom God correcteth: therefore despise not thou the chastening of the Almighty:"
Eliphaz counsel is right in one sense and judgmental in another. I do agree the counsel right to seek God, but then the slap in the face is because he needed to be corrected that all this happened to Job. As I sit and ponder this I see myself in Eliphaz. I'm sure I must have left that impression at times, because I have felt people were being chastened and brought things upon themselves. If I've thought it I've probably said it. That is very eye opening to me and terribly painful to think about. I must be more careful to watch my thoughts, and especially my words.
Day 1016
"I would seek unto God, and unto God would I commit my cause:
Which doeth great things and unsearchable; marvellous things without number.
Behold, happy is the man whom God correcteth: therefore despise not thou the chastening of the Almighty:"
Eliphaz counsel is right in one sense and judgmental in another. I do agree the counsel right to seek God, but then the slap in the face is because he needed to be corrected that all this happened to Job. As I sit and ponder this I see myself in Eliphaz. I'm sure I must have left that impression at times, because I have felt people were being chastened and brought things upon themselves. If I've thought it I've probably said it. That is very eye opening to me and terribly painful to think about. I must be more careful to watch my thoughts, and especially my words.
Day 1016
Saturday, January 6, 2018
Today's Favorite Verse: Job 4:2
Today's Favorite Verse: Job 4:2
"If we assay to commune with thee, wilt thou be grieved? but who can withold himself from speaking?"
I think Eliphaz should have withheld from speaking. Even his dream wasn't something for Job, it was for himself. There was a message just for him in it. He appears to want to cast his sins on Job. Just have to feel so bad for Job that in his state of depression he is given such little comfort. Reminds me of the Savior in Gethsemane.
"And there appeared an angel unto him from heaven, strengthening him."
(Luke 22:43)
The Father knows how to send good gifts to his children. That is the example I need to remember when someone is down.
Day 1015
"If we assay to commune with thee, wilt thou be grieved? but who can withold himself from speaking?"
I think Eliphaz should have withheld from speaking. Even his dream wasn't something for Job, it was for himself. There was a message just for him in it. He appears to want to cast his sins on Job. Just have to feel so bad for Job that in his state of depression he is given such little comfort. Reminds me of the Savior in Gethsemane.
"And there appeared an angel unto him from heaven, strengthening him."
(Luke 22:43)
The Father knows how to send good gifts to his children. That is the example I need to remember when someone is down.
Day 1015
Friday, January 5, 2018
Today's Favorite Verse: Job 3:1, 26
Today's Favorite Verse: Job 3:1, 26
"After this opened Job his mouth, and cursed the day.
I was not in safety, neither had I rest, neither was I quiet; yet trouble came."
Job's friend sat with him for seven days never speaking because of how great his grief was. In this chapter he finally speaks. After facing losing all that he had, suffering physical illness, he now faces depression. When he wishes he was never born. He curses the day he was born and the light that even shown upon him. Importantly I notice he never cursed God. Now with this depth of sorrow and depression what Job has to endure is not taking his own life. Denying God's control over life. Depression is a very real trial.
Then he appears to be looking inward, he wasn't safe, he didn't have rest, trouble still came to him. Where is that source of safety and rest? That only comes from God and turning to him. Job is right at the point of knowing more about Job and his relationship to God. The only way out of depression is reaching out to the Lord, and placing it all in his lap, and letting him carry me. He's already carried it for me, he atoned for me, now I need to enter into his rest.
Day 1014
"After this opened Job his mouth, and cursed the day.
I was not in safety, neither had I rest, neither was I quiet; yet trouble came."
Job's friend sat with him for seven days never speaking because of how great his grief was. In this chapter he finally speaks. After facing losing all that he had, suffering physical illness, he now faces depression. When he wishes he was never born. He curses the day he was born and the light that even shown upon him. Importantly I notice he never cursed God. Now with this depth of sorrow and depression what Job has to endure is not taking his own life. Denying God's control over life. Depression is a very real trial.
Then he appears to be looking inward, he wasn't safe, he didn't have rest, trouble still came to him. Where is that source of safety and rest? That only comes from God and turning to him. Job is right at the point of knowing more about Job and his relationship to God. The only way out of depression is reaching out to the Lord, and placing it all in his lap, and letting him carry me. He's already carried it for me, he atoned for me, now I need to enter into his rest.
Day 1014
Thursday, January 4, 2018
Today's Favorite Verse: Job 2:3-5
Today's Favorite Verse: Job 2:3-5
"And the Lord said unto Satan, Hast thou considered my servant Job, that there is none like him in the earth, a perfect and an upright man, one that feareth God, and escheweth evil? and still he holdeth fast his integrity, although thou movedst me against him, to destroy him without cause.
And Satan answered the Lord, and said Skin for skin, yea, all that a man hath will he give for his life.
But put forth thine hand now, and touch his bone and his flesh, and he will curse thee to thy face."
Now Satan thinks that Job will curse God because his health is taken from him. It made me ponder on the saints I have seen go through horrible physical suffering and how spiritually amazing they have been to me. Taking their health, made them spiritual giants. I have been humbled to sit at their feet. Then I realized that not everyone can endure what they endured. Each person has their own Job like experience they must pass through. Job was an amazing man and there was none like him, because he went through every trial a person could endure, yet he praised God. I am just grateful I have had only my unique tests I have had to go through. What is a trial to me may be no trial to someone else. I can judge no one on what they are ability to endure, we are all so incredibly different. There is wisdom in the Lord in the trial I must go through.
Day 1013
"And the Lord said unto Satan, Hast thou considered my servant Job, that there is none like him in the earth, a perfect and an upright man, one that feareth God, and escheweth evil? and still he holdeth fast his integrity, although thou movedst me against him, to destroy him without cause.
And Satan answered the Lord, and said Skin for skin, yea, all that a man hath will he give for his life.
But put forth thine hand now, and touch his bone and his flesh, and he will curse thee to thy face."
Now Satan thinks that Job will curse God because his health is taken from him. It made me ponder on the saints I have seen go through horrible physical suffering and how spiritually amazing they have been to me. Taking their health, made them spiritual giants. I have been humbled to sit at their feet. Then I realized that not everyone can endure what they endured. Each person has their own Job like experience they must pass through. Job was an amazing man and there was none like him, because he went through every trial a person could endure, yet he praised God. I am just grateful I have had only my unique tests I have had to go through. What is a trial to me may be no trial to someone else. I can judge no one on what they are ability to endure, we are all so incredibly different. There is wisdom in the Lord in the trial I must go through.
Day 1013
Wednesday, January 3, 2018
Today's Favorite Verse: Job 1:20-21
Today's Favorite Verse: Job 1:20-21
"The Job arose, and rent his mantle, and shaved his head, and fell down upon the ground, and worshipped.
And said, Naked came I out of my mother's womb, and naked shall I return thither: the Lord gave, and the Lord hath taken away; blessed be the name of the Lord.
In all this Job sinned not, nor charged God foolishly."
This chapter made me think of these scriptures.
"And after their temptations, and much tribulation, behold, I, the Lord, will feel after them, and if they harden not their hearts, and stiffen not their necks against me, they shall be converted, and I will heal them."
(Doctrine and Covenants 112:13)
"For all those who will not endure chastening, but deny me, cannot be sanctified."
(Doctrine and Covenants 101:5)
Just like father Abraham went through his trial with Isaac, so Abraham could know more about Abraham. So did Job need to know more about Job. The Lord knew his heart already, but Job needed to know it with every fiber of his being. That is so he could be refined and sanctified. Job lost nothing for his children were his for the eternities. He had to loose all to be blessed with more after the trial of his faith. It is only though my trails that I come to know my dept of my love and faith in my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ. I know there is still so much to learn.
Day 1012
"The Job arose, and rent his mantle, and shaved his head, and fell down upon the ground, and worshipped.
And said, Naked came I out of my mother's womb, and naked shall I return thither: the Lord gave, and the Lord hath taken away; blessed be the name of the Lord.
In all this Job sinned not, nor charged God foolishly."
This chapter made me think of these scriptures.
"And after their temptations, and much tribulation, behold, I, the Lord, will feel after them, and if they harden not their hearts, and stiffen not their necks against me, they shall be converted, and I will heal them."
(Doctrine and Covenants 112:13)
"For all those who will not endure chastening, but deny me, cannot be sanctified."
(Doctrine and Covenants 101:5)
Just like father Abraham went through his trial with Isaac, so Abraham could know more about Abraham. So did Job need to know more about Job. The Lord knew his heart already, but Job needed to know it with every fiber of his being. That is so he could be refined and sanctified. Job lost nothing for his children were his for the eternities. He had to loose all to be blessed with more after the trial of his faith. It is only though my trails that I come to know my dept of my love and faith in my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ. I know there is still so much to learn.
Day 1012
Tuesday, January 2, 2018
Today's Favorite Verse: Esther 10:3
Today's Favorite Verse: Esther 10:3
"For Mordecai the Jew was next unto king Ahasuerus, and great among the Jews, and accepted of the multitude of his brethren, seeking the wealth of his people, and speaking peace to all his seed."
This is the end of the book of Esther. The ending tribute is to Mordecai. I thought back on his words to Esther "Who knoweth whether thou art come to the kingdom for such a time as this?" Could not the same be said of Mordecai? If not for his guidance is raising Esther, and his counsel he gave to her, she may have never fulfilled her role. Mordecai is such an example of courage and how he would not bow to Haman, even if the offense could mean his death. I'm sure Esther saw examples of Mordecia's courage while he raised her. Yes, Esther wouldn't have been an Esther if Mordecai was not there by her side. I don't think anyone ever rises to greatness on their own. We all have such an effect on each other. It is coordinated through the hands of God.
Day 1011
"For Mordecai the Jew was next unto king Ahasuerus, and great among the Jews, and accepted of the multitude of his brethren, seeking the wealth of his people, and speaking peace to all his seed."
This is the end of the book of Esther. The ending tribute is to Mordecai. I thought back on his words to Esther "Who knoweth whether thou art come to the kingdom for such a time as this?" Could not the same be said of Mordecai? If not for his guidance is raising Esther, and his counsel he gave to her, she may have never fulfilled her role. Mordecai is such an example of courage and how he would not bow to Haman, even if the offense could mean his death. I'm sure Esther saw examples of Mordecia's courage while he raised her. Yes, Esther wouldn't have been an Esther if Mordecai was not there by her side. I don't think anyone ever rises to greatness on their own. We all have such an effect on each other. It is coordinated through the hands of God.
Day 1011
Monday, January 1, 2018
Today's Favorite Verse: Esther 9:12, 15-16
Today's Favorite Verse: Esther 9:12, 15-16
"And the king said unto Esther the queen, The Jews have slain and destroyed five hundred men in Shushan the palace, and the ten sons of Haman; what have they done in the rest of the king's provinces? now what is thy petition? and it shall be granted thee: or what is thy request further? and it shall be done.
For the Jews that were in Shushan gathered themselves together on the fourteenth day also of the month Adar, and slew three hundred men at Shushan; but on the prey they laid not their hand.
But the other Jews that were in the king's provinces gathered themselves together, and stood for their lives, and had rest from their enemies, and slew of their foes seventy and five thousand, but they laid not their hands on the prey."
It amazes me that even thought king Ahasuerus hanged Haman and allowed a decree by Mordecai in his name that all the Jews could defend themselves, that there were still people that rose up to kill the Jews. Even right inside the palace. It doesn't mention how many Jews were killed, but it does mention at total of 5,880 of their enemies being killed.
You would think their enemies wouldn't dare to attack the Jews. Hatred is blind and I guess it never makes sense why people attack and kill. Sadly, I could see people today capable of this same insanity. It doesn't make sense why people have so much hate that they would destroy business and homes in their own towns. If anything this event was a witness to the true danger the Jews were in of being slaughtered. I think it great wisdom that the Jews took no plundered from their enemies. It showed they were not the aggressors. The whole matter is truly sad.
Day 1010
"And the king said unto Esther the queen, The Jews have slain and destroyed five hundred men in Shushan the palace, and the ten sons of Haman; what have they done in the rest of the king's provinces? now what is thy petition? and it shall be granted thee: or what is thy request further? and it shall be done.
For the Jews that were in Shushan gathered themselves together on the fourteenth day also of the month Adar, and slew three hundred men at Shushan; but on the prey they laid not their hand.
But the other Jews that were in the king's provinces gathered themselves together, and stood for their lives, and had rest from their enemies, and slew of their foes seventy and five thousand, but they laid not their hands on the prey."
It amazes me that even thought king Ahasuerus hanged Haman and allowed a decree by Mordecai in his name that all the Jews could defend themselves, that there were still people that rose up to kill the Jews. Even right inside the palace. It doesn't mention how many Jews were killed, but it does mention at total of 5,880 of their enemies being killed.
You would think their enemies wouldn't dare to attack the Jews. Hatred is blind and I guess it never makes sense why people attack and kill. Sadly, I could see people today capable of this same insanity. It doesn't make sense why people have so much hate that they would destroy business and homes in their own towns. If anything this event was a witness to the true danger the Jews were in of being slaughtered. I think it great wisdom that the Jews took no plundered from their enemies. It showed they were not the aggressors. The whole matter is truly sad.
Day 1010
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